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Saturday, 28 March 2009

  • You think I'm bulletproof,
    But I'm not.

    I'm the kind of girl who keeps making mistakes
    and I'm constantly getting them shoved in my face

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    And one night, he said to me
    "I know i messed up and I'm sorry for hurting you Baby"
    and i replied
    " I'm not your Baby anymore"

    I was in love with love and he was just there to look good.

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    afraid that
    they'll see that she's lost her direction.
    she never stays the same for long,
    assuming that she'll get it wrong.
    perfect only in her imperfection.

    Anything you throw at her, she can throw right back.

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    She didnt choose this role, but she
    will play it so sincere, you'll cry.

    I'm tired of the lies & backstabbing
    jokes.. i'm about to walk to you
    better smarten the hell up, kid.

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    i'm sorry i'm not like those other girls that just drop their dignity at your feet.

    You Don't even recognize the ways you hurtme, do you?

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    Never underestimate a girl

    Who Gets anything she wants

    Sometimes I lie awake at night, and ask, Where have I gone wrong?'

    Then a voice says to me,

    'This is going to take more than one night

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    i αssume thαt you're lying, bαsed on the fαct you αlwαys lie

    you're worth the fight, but i cαn't fight forever.

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

  • Congratulations kid, you got to her. But now that you have her, Will you keep her?

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    she didn't blame him ; she didn't like herself like that, either. but she couldnt go back to being the girl she'd been before she met him ; that girl was gone.

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    she started to isolate herself, because it hurts less than being pushed away.

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    you try to make me forget

    but this isn't alice in wonderland

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    she's a pretty typical girl; angry, insecure, confused. i wish i could tell her that's all going to pass, but i don't want to lie to her.

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    i dream myself a thousand times around the

    world, but i can't seem to get out of this place.

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    you wanna know why we can't be together?

    because i don't trust myself with you

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    She’s far from what your used to

    Everyone she's loved hasn't loved her back. They've used her, and played the same games.
    She sits and wonders if anyone is meant for her.
    But she has no hope, because it's always been the same.

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    You know I'm changing and it's breaking your heart. There's nothing you can do, except watch me fall apart.

    You broke down every part of me.

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    Do I mean anything to you at all? Or am I just another girl.

    Give her a reason to stay

Saturday, 28 February 2009

  • I used to know how to leave the boy behind,
    Without having to watch him go

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    To keep this boat afloat
    There are things you can't afford to know
    So I save all my breath for the sails

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    if you're going to pressure me to do something,
    im going to do the opposite. so if you tell me to get skinny,
    i'm probably going to get fat. just to piss you off.

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    She would change everything for a
    happily ever after

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    So I do as I please and lie through my teeth. Someone might get hurt but it won't be me.
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    What if Prince Charming had never shown up?
    Would Snow White have laid in that glass box forever?
    Or would she have gotten up, spit out the apple,
    gotten a job & a health care plan & moved on with her life?

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    and i’d be lying if i told you i never knew it
    was coming. but i’m tired of lying and i’m sick
    of trying. we both know it wasn't worth it, i need to hear it, and you need to say it.

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    now im over you and you chose this exact time to talk to me again not to say anything important, just to remind me that you exist.

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    you should consider the fact that i can leave you

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    with a jaw made of glass and a mouth full of blood, break it baby and call it love.

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    and i'm sick of this scene
    i need to break the routine

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    I guess they fell for each other
    like they always knew they would.

     

Thursday, 22 January 2009

  • Actually, no I am not okay.
    I need you to give me a hug.
    I need to be told I am worth something.

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    There were times when he caught me, but more times when he let me fall

    I really don't have it all together.

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    Shes got him falling head over heals for her and i cant even get him to stumble.

    There she goes again, falling into his arms. Falling out reality, except this time, she knows exactly what she's heading into.

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    I don't think you will ever comprehend the hold you have on me.

    & just by her favorite songs, you can tell how shes feeling

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    Personally, I believe in payback.
    Letting people screw you over is just lazy and uncreative

    Damaged people are always dangerous,
    because they know they can survive.

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    between the tides and the double wides, she'd always stop
    to dream. sometimes, it's the quiet ones who scream.

    its like i want you to know but i dont want to tell you

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    she smiles at herself in mirrors a little too often these days. maybe there's something wrong, but maybe there's something right.

     

                         Would the seven-year-old you be proud of who you are today?

Sunday, 11 January 2009

  • i'm not giving up, i'm simply doing what's best for me and that's not being a part of your life anymore.

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    And we fall back into our old ways

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    Well I drank till I stumbled, I loved till I fell

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    never meant to hurt you’ he whispered to her

    She laughed a cold hollow laugh and stepped out of the hug he held her in

    ‘I never meant to fall for you. I guess we both fucked up’

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    hes shooting god up his arms through a needle and shes putting cuts on her legs to bleed out the devil

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    He grabbed my hand.
    Half of me wanted to scream not to touch me,
    and half wanted to beg him not to let me go.

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    love the chase,
    I can't like someone, without having to work for it,
    if they're right in front of me,
    it's not worth it.

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    You have this little mindset that you're not gorgeous and that you'll break any mirror you come in contact with because they all know you're not perfect and you're not running from anyone but yourself.